oh the wonders

today's episode of my life is on plastic surgery



why?
because my mom said i should&& because my dad said i should.

that's right.. i admit. my parents are messed up.
or.. im just really ugly.

...I'd rather believe that my parents are messed up.

this girl is from the Korean movie 300lb beauty. She played a fat, ugly, insecure girl that becomes an instant star after going under the knife.

might as well have been based on a true story because her picture before she had her surgery was..
frekk im so messed up.
so what is it about plastic surgery that is so appealing that 2/3 girls and 1/5 guys in korea are willing to go under the knife?
its probably because of results like these. after 3 months of swelling you'll look HOTT..er
i don't know why im so against doing it. most girls in Korea ask for it on their 18th birthday.
the scary part is that you are not guaranteed to look beautiful or even better after the surgery. it could change the way you look FOREVER. there is no backspace or delete button for plastic surgery. i just think it would suck always because you will always know that what God gave you wasn't good enough. && if after dating and some guy falls for you and you fall for him there will always be that moment you have to tell him that the face he fell for wasn't the face you were born with.
honestly. i think if i had a guarantee that I'd look a whole lot better after the surgery i think I'd do it. who doesn't want to be beautiful? &&what if by doing plastic surgery, the person that would have loved me for the old me passes by me because i look just like any other girl with the perfect nose and perfect double eyelid? i would always think that i'm only loved because of who i look like and not who i am.

i dont want to bother with photoshop, so i decided to use photobooth to "enhance" my shortcomings.

if i had ripped the side of my eyes and had double eyelid surgery:







&& if i had angelina's lips







WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME NOW?